Would a world without me be better?
Probably.
But guess what
i DON'T live to make your world better.

eugene chua
he has
no meaning.
no aim.
what to do?
what to say?
how?
why?
social norms
anxiety
...

so many questions.
so little answers
are you my friend?
are you just a phantasm?
a fleeting illusion?
so little self-esteem
so little faith

so.
do i
deserve a shot at life?
well, not for you to decide.

March 2010

octobermess
images
brush

redirected to.

The Final Push

that you gave me.

on March 29th 2010.

6pm.

I remember. I cry. I forget.

And this is the final push.